Hup means hello and sup. Sup means 'What's up?'. Please, no one say the sky or ceiling or whatever that is physically above you right this very moment unless you have a poo on your head in which case I would be very happy for you. This is Step, I want to make more friends :)

I am kingbecauseyou guys said soand you know how you are.

I suppose i should rejoice in the fact that i have two blog posts in the vicinity of less than 3 months so YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY. REJOICE!

As the title of the post suggests, i am a hermit. Maybe I should put that into my description profile page which still says i'm 16. Das cool wit me.
well the reason why this post is titled hermit is becauuuseeee I'M A HERMIT. I've sort of been lulling at home being a loner and doing nothing and having no consolation except reading Harry Potter all over again (which mind you, i'm having a fun time with)while others are going to parties and like, parties and like, BIRTHDAY PARTIES, and like PARTIES (which i haven't been invited to, of course.) While my bad luck never ceases to not surprise me, the day my ENTIRE GROUP GOES OUT i have a STUPID DENTIST APPOINTMENT and optom appointment that my mum booked later. D:< and everyone had their's last week, i had to have mine when my entire bunch of friends (and when i say ENTIRE bunch of friends i mean ENTIRE BECAUSE I HAVE NO OTHER FRIENDS.WHATTAHERMIT)went out to have fun without me. Das cool :'( but i do hope you guys had fun, i guess we still have plenty of time to do it again i hope :)

It's only now i realise that there's probably one thing i regret about my high school life and that was my hermit exposure to people. I have some great friends mind you, i love them but i wish i got to know more people and make more friends. Even out of school my hermit impulse kicks in and i end up being a loner (again). Do i know anyone outside of school? Hardly. Do i have friends outside my friendship circle? Hardly. It's a little saddening to see people rejoice at birthday parties and parties and having fun hsc when i have actually gone to any 18ths yet. Mind you i'm still 17 and i suppose int eh future the one 18th i will attend to is mine btu even still ISN'T THAT DEPRESSING. THE ONLY 18TH I'LL EVER GO TO IS MINE OWN. OH MY GOODNESS! I won't complain now, it's way too late and it's very trivial anyway. School was very fun and i loved it and plus, Harry Potter requires my undivided attention.

Oh yeah, aykut_86 struck again this morning except she (yes i have more deets now) started off teh conversation with LOOK I'M NAKED.
Which i replied with, FANTASTIC. I DON'T GIVE A CRAP.
aykut_86: A/S/L?
( this goes to prove that i'm a giant hermit. i had to go to urban dictionary and type that in before i realised what it was which turned out to be Age/Sex/Location. fantastic i thought, my only consolation apart from hp is to be hit on by 25 year old turkish men over the internet.)
i'm not sure whether it gets worse or better from here but i did reply
Steph: ? ( because i hadn't checked it up on urban dictionary yet. at this point, i was still oblivious to aykut_86 intentions)
Aykut_86: 23/F/FL

This is the point where i'm so angry with myself that i didn't do something about this earlier. WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING, CHATTING WITH STRANGERS. so i blocked her and also deleted her too and chucked a rage about how stupid i was and why i have sunk so low as to chat with strangers who think i'm a guy. CAN THEY NOT TELL BY MY EMAIL THAT I AM IN NOW WAY A STRAIGHT GUY. PEOPLE!

Well i need to go now cos i'm hanging with my parents. I've spent a lot a lot of time with my parents and i'm glad about that. I didn't want this as a hate complain aboout my life post but it sure seems that way. Don't worry, the case is not as bad as i complained, i do have friends, just subtle ones.

Did i attend Erin's 18th? or was that 17th? i can't remember.

The angriness in the post might be aimed at my monolids, which i don't like right now due to the fact when i try to put make up on ( for formal. yes i'm stressing about it a lot) i look like i've been punched by a panda. TWICE. o;LKAJD;FKLAJER!

Cheers,
Steph back to top?

HEY GUYS GUESS WHO'S BACK WITH A BRAND NEW LIFE?

HAHA I'M NOT TELLING.
but i'm sure you can probably guess by now that WOLLAH! (VOILA) THE THIRD CHAPTER IN MY LIFE HAS OFFICIALLY ENDED. i meant to say that with a little big of nostalgia but right now, it's exciting.

I finished my HSC bro :) YOUUUUUUUU EXCITTEEDDDDD? MEEE TOOOOOOOO!
i guess i haven't much to say except i'd just keep going on about how EXCITED AND HAPPY I AM BUT HERE, A BIT OF LAUGH:

so some random msn's me and i have no idea who it is. this email is aykut_86@hotmail.com
if anyone ACTUALLY knows who it is, please, enlighten me.

★☆★☆★ says:
*:-)
            Step!     says:
*hello!
*sorry to ask but who is this?
★☆★☆★ says:
*don't take this the wrong way but can i tell you a secret, it has to do with you...
*no need to say sorry
            Step!     says:
*..?

So i thought that this was a bot or something and it probably is but it also took AGES TO REPLY LIKE 30 MINS OR SOMETHING which is rare for bots i think....
BUT NEVERTHELESS i googled aykut_86 and it came up with this random gamers site whose someones username is aykut 86 and it was a guy from
TURKEY
AND HE WAS 25.
FANTASTIC, RANDOM STALKERS! JUST THE THING I NEED. EITHER WAY I SORT OF WANTED TO KNOW WHAT SECRET HE HAD IN STORE FOR ME SO I TRIED TO WAIT AROUND FOR HIM TO REPLY BUT HE NEVER SEEMED TO SO I JUST CLOSED IT AND NOW I'M BLOGGING ABOUT IT!

i hate random stalkers from the other side of the world....

but on a better note
GOOD LUCK GAIZ, JUST A FEW MORE DAYS! LET US PARTAY HARDDDDD!!! ;D my defintion of party is basically sleeping and watching tv YAY! :D

Cheers,
Steph

PS: perhaps now this major bitch in my life has now died ( HSC ) i will get back to the bosom of my blog. i'm thinking of a new skin :) cos this one is kinda old... back to top?