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Friday, February 12, 2010 @ 9:09 PM

GUITAR&VOLLEYBALL

It does sound like a very unlikely title to a blog post but it's the best summary i suppose. And just to add in right now, it's pouring so hard. And i love the sound of it
I love the sound of pouring rain because it sounds nice. I love the smell too, it's very calming.
well you might think i'm weird, i only like it though when i'm not stuck in it XD, obviously.
oh, but now its' stopped =( boooo
well i was trying to learn to play guitar because i always thought guitar was the best instrument ever. It sounds nice and not screechy, it's portable (unlike my piano T__T) and i can sing to it (if ever.) It's also TEN BILLION MORE TIMES ROMANTIC THAN A VIOLIN (yes erin, that was just to spite you)
i really do want to learn to play guitar, because i acutally think that it is essential to at least play an insturment and even though i know how to play piano, id really want to know how to guitartoo. coz guitar is just so awesome ! :D
Just then, i found out that unlike piano, you only play the same thign over and over again in guitar but you sing different songs to it @____@
which i suppose makes it easy (?) well, i'm not to talk i'm so noob.

I GOT INTO SYDNEYWEST VOLLEYBALL YAY! call for celebration because i'm acutally happy i made it. But sadly i've had a very hard time deciding whether to go because it's such a bitch that it has to coincide with my eco half yearly and you all shoudl know how much i love my eco.
KL;JADFJK;ADF;FKJ!?!
and i asked for it to be set the monday before i lealve BUT NOOOOOOOOOO IT'S ALL *someones* fault doing *geo* excursion THAT IT CAN'T BE ON MONDAY. THAT'S ONE PERSON. it's me AND jen that needs to do it that day or else we have to come back, study, then exam it.
JK;ADF;KJAFD;JKD;FKJADFJ =( STUPID GEOGRAPHY EXCURSION. now i can't play volleyball with a free mind coz i'll be ECONOMICING ON TEH INSIDE while i smash those sorry bums of some other hole in NSW. boooo.
well, at least it's multitasking but honestly, i hate studyign during holidays (or when i play vball)
because it's just not a holiday then.
I WANT TO DO ECO BEFORE I LEAVLEEEE AND THEN I CAN PLAY WIHTOUT WORRYING ABOTU STUDYING COZ IF I WORRY I CAN'T PLAY PROPERLY.
ugh. Not to mention the sydneywest is at ARMIDALE
yeah you're asking, Where is that? well it's 7 hours drive away and i have to make my way there. SO HOW DO I?!!! well they have an airport there
we either a) carpool
b) hire a bus and a driver (?)
c) catch a plane (errrr.)
yeah, i'm screwed but i haev indeed decided to go, DESPITE my economic commitments,
oh i love Economics <3<3<3
but yeah, i dont think i'm letting this one slide even though it'll require probably twice the effort to study more and missing all those eco lessons.. not taht i learn much, i usually sleep wiht my eyes open :D

alrighty Bryan is that enough for you? i want to continue to learn my guitarr!!!
Cheeeeeers,
Steph~

Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 8:58 PM

Long time no Post

Staring at the blank page before you

open up the dirty window

let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release you inhibitions,

Feel the Rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, No one else can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins,

the rest is still unwritten.

Where these lyrics are now relevant to the weather we have now, constant rain, i must say that i really like them. They do come from the Pantene song though it's not really an ad jingle, Pantene just uses it, "Unwritten" by Natasha Bedingfield. i think the lyrics speak truth and although they may be commericially written by some opium addict, i agree with them. It's defintely healthier to live your life with arms wide open and sometimes just to go with the flow rather than trying to predict everything. Because that's life and that is how i interpret the Songs title, Unwritten.

And that is the end of this week's episode of philosophical feed, after all i did like punch my brain inside out to think of the meaning of "human condition" so my philosphical fuel has ran out and i cbb bsing anymore because i feel like an oversqueezed lemon. squeezed dry.

i acutally had a lot to blog about before, but rightnow it all seems to escapes my mind, because right now i'm in a state that's not very comfortable.

How one question that someone could ask can stump me so hard that i can't help but cringe in guilt. Because it seems that i had done wrong without knowing and right now i've just curled up in defence and sulked in my puddle of tears. Which is just so sad.

I dont feel well at all.

Think about it, drinking a smoothie blended of guilt, a stomachache and some more guilt. It's horrible.

And now that i think i've written too much for it to be healthy for anyone reading this in case this is contagious, i shall move on to a happier note. Crunchie has grown a kilo in 4 weeks. OMYGOD HE'S MY BIG BOY NOWWWWW. Yesterday was his first trip to the vet and he had his temperature checked (via bum) and two vaccinations and he didn't seem to flinch at all :D he's such a goodboy!

He's very obedient now, which has actually surprised my mum and to my pride and also relief as if he wasn't, my mum would've sold him by now =( which would suck because i'd be like... a withered mother.

I really think you should read a book called "The day after Tomorrow" by Allan Folsom.

I can't dance.

I dont like it when Guy Sebastian sings.

I wish my Economics textbook would magically thin into less than half.

I dont like philosphical questions like "why do i exist?"

I liked that guy who did the Seminar last year(year before?), Glenn. He is my Hope.

I guess now you just had a glimpse of my train of thought but really, i'm that out of things to talk about that i have to type out my thoughts. I shoudl also promise that i'll blog some more, hopefully once a week

haha, but i dont like making empty promises :P so i'll just say i'll try to and keep motivated and hopefully remind myself to blog when i acutally have something to talk about.

I just remembered, i wanted to bitch about English. but i'll save that for next time :D

Cheers!

Steph.

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Friday, February 12, 2010 @ 9:09 PM GUITAR&VOLLEYBALL It does sound like a very unlikely title to a blog post but it's the best summary i suppose. And just to add in right now, it's pouring so hard. And i love the sound of it I love the sound of pouring rain because it sounds nice. I love the smell too, it's very calming. well you might think i'm weird, i only like it though when i'm not stuck in it XD, obviously. oh, but now its' stopped =( boooo well i was trying to learn to play guitar because i always thought guitar was the best instrument ever. It sounds nice and not screechy, it's portable (unlike my piano T__T) and i can sing to it (if ever.) It's also TEN BILLION MORE TIMES ROMANTIC THAN A VIOLIN (yes erin, that was just to spite you) i really do want to learn to play guitar, because i acutally think that it is essential to at least play an insturment and even though i know how to play piano, id really want to know how to guitartoo. coz guitar is just so awesome ! :D Just then, i found out that unlike piano, you only play the same thign over and over again in guitar but you sing different songs to it @____@ which i suppose makes it easy (?) well, i'm not to talk i'm so noob. I GOT INTO SYDNEYWEST VOLLEYBALL YAY! call for celebration because i'm acutally happy i made it. But sadly i've had a very hard time deciding whether to go because it's such a bitch that it has to coincide with my eco half yearly and you all shoudl know how much i love my eco. KL;JADFJK;ADF;FKJ!?! and i asked for it to be set the monday before i lealve BUT NOOOOOOOOOO IT'S ALL someones fault doing geo excursion THAT IT CAN'T BE ON MONDAY. THAT'S ONE PERSON. it's me AND jen that needs to do it that day or else we have to come back, study, then exam it. JK;ADF;KJAFD;JKD;FKJADFJ =( STUPID GEOGRAPHY EXCURSION. now i can't play volleyball with a free mind coz i'll be ECONOMICING ON TEH INSIDE while i smash those sorry bums of some other hole in NSW. boooo. well, at least it's multitasking but honestly, i hate studyign during holidays (or when i play vball) because it's just not a holiday then. I WANT TO DO ECO BEFORE I LEAVLEEEE AND THEN I CAN PLAY WIHTOUT WORRYING ABOTU STUDYING COZ IF I WORRY I CAN'T PLAY PROPERLY. ugh. Not to mention the sydneywest is at ARMIDALE yeah you're asking, Where is that? well it's 7 hours drive away and i have to make my way there. SO HOW DO I?!!! well they have an airport there we either a) carpool b) hire a bus and a driver (?) c) catch a plane (errrr.) yeah, i'm screwed but i haev indeed decided to go, DESPITE my economic commitments, oh i love Economics <3<3<3 but yeah, i dont think i'm letting this one slide even though it'll require probably twice the effort to study more and missing all those eco lessons.. not taht i learn much, i usually sleep wiht my eyes open :D alrighty Bryan is that enough for you? i want to continue to learn my guitarr!!! Cheeeeeers, Steph~ back to top?
Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 8:58 PM Long time no Post Staring at the blank page before you open up the dirty window let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release you inhibitions, Feel the Rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, No one else can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins, the rest is still unwritten. Where these lyrics are now relevant to the weather we have now, constant rain, i must say that i really like them. They do come from the Pantene song though it's not really an ad jingle, Pantene just uses it, "Unwritten" by Natasha Bedingfield. i think the lyrics speak truth and although they may be commericially written by some opium addict, i agree with them. It's defintely healthier to live your life with arms wide open and sometimes just to go with the flow rather than trying to predict everything. Because that's life and that is how i interpret the Songs title, Unwritten. And that is the end of this week's episode of philosophical feed, after all i did like punch my brain inside out to think of the meaning of "human condition" so my philosphical fuel has ran out and i cbb bsing anymore because i feel like an oversqueezed lemon. squeezed dry. i acutally had a lot to blog about before, but rightnow it all seems to escapes my mind, because right now i'm in a state that's not very comfortable. How one question that someone could ask can stump me so hard that i can't help but cringe in guilt. Because it seems that i had done wrong without knowing and right now i've just curled up in defence and sulked in my puddle of tears. Which is just so sad. I dont feel well at all. Think about it, drinking a smoothie blended of guilt, a stomachache and some more guilt. It's horrible. And now that i think i've written too much for it to be healthy for anyone reading this in case this is contagious, i shall move on to a happier note. Crunchie has grown a kilo in 4 weeks. OMYGOD HE'S MY BIG BOY NOWWWWW. Yesterday was his first trip to the vet and he had his temperature checked (via bum) and two vaccinations and he didn't seem to flinch at all :D he's such a goodboy! He's very obedient now, which has actually surprised my mum and to my pride and also relief as if he wasn't, my mum would've sold him by now =( which would suck because i'd be like... a withered mother. I really think you should read a book called "The day after Tomorrow" by Allan Folsom. I can't dance. I dont like it when Guy Sebastian sings. I wish my Economics textbook would magically thin into less than half. I dont like philosphical questions like "why do i exist?" I liked that guy who did the Seminar last year(year before?), Glenn. He is my Hope. I guess now you just had a glimpse of my train of thought but really, i'm that out of things to talk about that i have to type out my thoughts. I shoudl also promise that i'll blog some more, hopefully once a week haha, but i dont like making empty promises :P so i'll just say i'll try to and keep motivated and hopefully remind myself to blog when i acutally have something to talk about. I just remembered, i wanted to bitch about English. but i'll save that for next time :D Cheers! Steph. back to top?