Hup means hello and sup. Sup means 'What's up?'. Please, no one say the sky or ceiling or whatever that is physically above you right this very moment unless you have a poo on your head in which case I would be very happy for you. This is Step, I want to make more friends :)

I am kingbecauseyou guys said soand you know how you are.

if i am somewhat selfish, i suppose i am not perfect but i can see as much i have been. i have been slack and i regret it now.

regret regret, the word sounds bittersweet. i wish i could be what everyone wanted but the fact that i cant makes me appear selfish. if i please one, the other wont like it, so how exaclty does that work?
i see how the economy struggles wiht scarcity. the purpose of an economy is to satisfy as many wants as possible, and now i finally see the strain to that. its' very much impossible. to see my problem now but 10 folds bigger is quite intimidating. and i regret that i didn't share it more equally.

i have earned myself a somewhat bad reputation. although it never shows to me, i know it exists. but to those who bother to read, it isn't at school. school is one part. but they're others.

as i go on my ranting to my hearts content i wonder, and i dont understand. i dont understand a lot of things but the same things keep circling round. what will happen next year?
what is the future?
i can hardly imagine the problems created, just coz i've just had a prologue to what might happen i dont know.
it's scary, what might happen.

i'm scared that it'll all come crashign down, and what i love to do and those i love will be lost.
i finished reading a book about a girl and her boyfriend who dies. i ended crying although it was very badly written man even i can tell. this asian can tell bad engrish. or at least structurally.
bt i think it was because i can relate to it. it reminded me of what might happen tomorrow and it scares me.
i'm worried too.

woah, 3 more days till melbourne.
i love my volleyball, i really hope it will last.
i vow to own those peopel there (:
well, no other NSW team entered, but a lot of VIC teams... hmm..
what, are we so ownage the NSW teams know they dont stand a chance?!?
oh yes we are mighty menergy chickens. ( chigguns w/e)

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